I find myself in this slumber,
Unawakening and cold
Will I reside in this place?
Till I am old?
Weird how, – well not weird, contradicting perhaps. To commit suicide is a sin it’s the presentation of cowardice, ‘not strong enough to live? Too weak to tough it out like the rest of us? Then die. – Don’t do it.
Breaths are limited, Life is limited, Time is infinite.
Not committing suicide can be seen as cowardice, ‘What too scared to die? How pitiful!’ – Honestly guys I don’t mean it do not under any circumstances kill yourself, think hard about it you can’t undo it. I think the only reason to kill yourself is some kind of self-sacrifice, by saving someone’s life and still I’m not entirely comfortable with it.
Bravery – be brave in the face of your fear.
But first you need to admit to your fear, admit that you’re scared, because how else can you be brave, truthful, or loyal, it’s the only way.
Why I keep having these deep thoughts I don’t know entirely, but I have a feeling that it has something to do with all of this stress I’m putting myself under. Honestly I don’t want to delve deeper I just want to sleep, the warm arms of slumber are calling to me…
Let’s leave this post behind with some random thoughts I’ve had recently:
If you put an ‘e’ in front of ‘yes’ you get ‘eyes’ .
I really hate cold knees.
Brandy would make a good black Mulan. [Absolutely]