The realisation that a girl has been looking at you funny for three weeks is because she believes you are ‘ill and tired’. [‘ill and tired’ isn’t not urban slang there’s no way to make this seem okay, it was said with no sympathy.] When she said it right in front of you, though she wasn’t talking to you, so in this situation your the rude one for eavesdropping.
Who else feels self conscience now, I know I do. I’m assuming now, but the way she said it now has me contemplating what is the socially acceptable appearance of a teen girl of 17? [bitch should respect her elders, just saying] but being serious what am I and all those other girls my age supposed to look like? we know what were not supposed to look it Miley Cyrus, we’d probably be disowned like how her family is on the verge of.
I don’t like this world is annoying and frustrating and has too many rules that I just can’t abide by and remember society is asking too much of us. why oh why is life like this ever heard of ‘simplicity is the key’ why is there a lock on the door in the first place? [see what I didn’t there? ] I don’t even know if I’m being serious anymore, I’m concerned for my welfare now.
This was a straight up ramble [sorry I’m not sorry. Also proof reading is for people with concentration which I don’t have, now you can use this as English homework and mark my grammar and sentence structure, you’ll have a jolly good time!]
Here’s a quote from a song ‘ we all decay in our sleep’ that’s right bitch were like that fucking slow computer that freaks out on you when you’re trying to do something then takes ages to fucking shutdown and along the way you might spill a drink on the hard drive and it will die [also known as drowning]; might overheated or your house goes up in flames [lets say a fire]; fall and break [most physical damage through life -hit by vehicle etc.] or just meet your fury one day [e.g. God – that was a bit uncalled for but I’ve written it now]
– I would like to apologize for being a bitter cynic analysing everything [still don’t know if this is sarcastic yet] I have a valid reason won’t tell you though it’ll add to my mystery. This is so fucking long
-Lexa
LMSB 